am mad!!

this morn i found a carpark without effort in a busy market and i told my sis today is my lucky day.. everything went on smoothly until 11+ am, he called and we talked.. he's more to the oriental thinking and does not trust people not even me sometimes.. he was asking me whether i went out last night and i told him i didn't. i slept after text him and that time was 11+pm. thanks to my adorable younger sis, she said aloud i slept late last night and he heard that.. he didnt trust me at all but she trusted her, whom he is not really fond of.. how possible this can be? and i, the one who was telling the truth left blamed.. i am so mad with HIM and HER.. i hang up the phone and gave her a nice scold.. she didnt even apologize until NOW!! she still thinks that she has no wrong.. of course i cant blame her on everything but she knew he's very sensitive.. she should have keep her mouth shut, nobody says she's deaf if she doesn't speaks!! and that sensitive man thinks that is not his fault and blamed me for scolding him for not his fault.. i didn't receive any news form him till now which driving me crazy!! can anyone tell me who should i blame then? both sides think they're right and i'm wrong!! grrr!!

was over the rainbow on 18~20 oct 2009

my honey brought me to genting on that day with my friends.. i was overjoy that i start to worry he's not going to make it with all sorts of excuses and when he made it, i started to think that everything were a sweet sweet dream.. we weren't acting like we used to be, we were so carefree, this is what made me to think that i'm in a dreamland.. we played and window shop of course.. on the last day, i felt we should have stay for another night, too bad we can't make the adjustment last minute.. plenty of pics were taken of course :) and now he is telling me of another trip to the beach.. hoo la la~ i'm so excited although this trip will be next year.. anywhere is wonderland when he's with me~

am not happy today..

i had a wonderful saturday yesterday.. i havent shop for 3 months plus, till yesterday.. i shopped happily though i spent quite a fortune.. to me, is quite worth while actually.. my mom even agreed that once a while is a nice thing to do :) however, things went de other way round today.. i joined a charity health screening today.. i was quite happy and excited to work there.. everything goes fine till 1, when de screening end.. my boy and i had a quarrel due to some misunderstand.. dis will be de 1st sad moment.. den i realised i left one of my fav bottle at de screening centre and i noe 90% i will nvr see it again, dis will be de 2nd.. to cheer myself up, my sis and i went for sushi, mmmm yummy-yummy.. everything turned out better until i entered a boutiqe.. i saw 2 dresses dat i really like, under my sis encouragement, i picked both and try them out.. my trauma began when a lady came over to me and just took both of my dresses away without saying anything and gave me a smirk.. i was like, wut kind of person is dis?? why there is still dis kind of person lives in dis civilised world?? i was very mad and planned to ask them back but my sis showed me a sign dat dis is not a nice thing to do, not now.. my tears almost fall from my lil eyes.. my sis told me is not worth it to cry for dis lady but is really really hurt.. imagine a 2 year-old gurl's fav pillow was snatched by a 6 year-old gurl.. i don't even know anyone there but dis happened to me.. i did cried then, when i was alone in my car.. at dat time, i really hope he was there and stand up for me.. but i noe, dat day will never happen.. anyhow, i noe tomolo will be better.. GOD is fair to everyone, so tomolo will be my sunshine day again.. but i wonder, wut will happen if i talked to dis lady and get my dresses back.. do you think she'll be ashamed OR she will make me more ashamed??

just created me very first blog..

do you think is too OLD to start one?? i don used to like bogging so much, but it just comes to me out of the blue that i want to start my own blog.. thoughts really do change as we grow.. the reason why i start this because i wish to share my thoughts with somebody, but sometimes the words just can't seem to come out.. so i guess, this will be the best solution, agree? feel free to drop by and give me some comment okie?? GOD bless~