am not happy today..

i had a wonderful saturday yesterday.. i havent shop for 3 months plus, till yesterday.. i shopped happily though i spent quite a fortune.. to me, is quite worth while actually.. my mom even agreed that once a while is a nice thing to do :) however, things went de other way round today.. i joined a charity health screening today.. i was quite happy and excited to work there.. everything goes fine till 1, when de screening end.. my boy and i had a quarrel due to some misunderstand.. dis will be de 1st sad moment.. den i realised i left one of my fav bottle at de screening centre and i noe 90% i will nvr see it again, dis will be de 2nd.. to cheer myself up, my sis and i went for sushi, mmmm yummy-yummy.. everything turned out better until i entered a boutiqe.. i saw 2 dresses dat i really like, under my sis encouragement, i picked both and try them out.. my trauma began when a lady came over to me and just took both of my dresses away without saying anything and gave me a smirk.. i was like, wut kind of person is dis?? why there is still dis kind of person lives in dis civilised world?? i was very mad and planned to ask them back but my sis showed me a sign dat dis is not a nice thing to do, not now.. my tears almost fall from my lil eyes.. my sis told me is not worth it to cry for dis lady but is really really hurt.. imagine a 2 year-old gurl's fav pillow was snatched by a 6 year-old gurl.. i don't even know anyone there but dis happened to me.. i did cried then, when i was alone in my car.. at dat time, i really hope he was there and stand up for me.. but i noe, dat day will never happen.. anyhow, i noe tomolo will be better.. GOD is fair to everyone, so tomolo will be my sunshine day again.. but i wonder, wut will happen if i talked to dis lady and get my dresses back.. do you think she'll be ashamed OR she will make me more ashamed??

just created me very first blog..

do you think is too OLD to start one?? i don used to like bogging so much, but it just comes to me out of the blue that i want to start my own blog.. thoughts really do change as we grow.. the reason why i start this because i wish to share my thoughts with somebody, but sometimes the words just can't seem to come out.. so i guess, this will be the best solution, agree? feel free to drop by and give me some comment okie?? GOD bless~